As it is Raining..........

I am writing this post when the climate is very "gloomy". As it is raining, some thoughts strike my mind....They may not rhyme, they might not interest you.....but this is how it goes.....

I am writing this poem after reading a famous quote "I love to walk in rain so that no one can see me crying" - Charlie Chaplin......

My poem goes like this:

"As it is Raining"

As it is raining....

I am trying to cry
as you are not with me.....

I am trying to cry
for the words that remained unsaid......

I am trying to cry
for the words you've misunderstood......

I am trying to cry
for the tears in your eyes which I couldn't stop.......

I am trying to cry
as I couldn't meet your expectations........

I am trying to cry
for being so near to you and yet so far........

I am trying to cry
as I couldn't make my presence felt........

I am trying to cry
as it is now too late to say that "I Love You".......

I am trying to cry as it is raining.....so that no one can see that I am crying......but it seems that my eyes are all dried up.....I am so used to emotions that I have learnt to play with them.......

Still I am trying to cry before the rain stops.....

What Needs Guts???

Walking around the NLIU campus, one day I realized some strange feelings in myself regarding my LOVE for you and I began to think whether it is LOVE or something else like Attraction and I now entered into a conquest of self –realization of what I have towards you. It goes like this……

What I can do for you………

I can provide you a Shoulder when you feel like Crying…….

I can become a Reason for your Happiness……..

I can Hold your Hand when you slip………….

I can Pick you up in my arms when there are thorns in the pathway……

I can provide you with Warmth when you shiver in cold…..

What I can become for you…….

I can become a Toy for you to express your Anger……

I can become an Umbrella to save you from Showers…….

I can become a Light-Tower to show you the way……….

I can become a Goggle to protect your eyes from the sunlight…..

I can become anything for you…..

Just what I cannot do…

Is to say to you that I Love You

I Love You

I Love You…….

You know what I want to say…..

I don’t have the guts to say ……

I Love You……………….

Let the sounds of the Silence speak….

Let my eyes say …..

Let my actions depict…..

My love for you………..

Atleast these have the Guts to say that I Love You….

Everything goes on..................

This is my first post on my new blog. I can't tell you how it feels writing this first post on my blog. Blog for me is more of a place to open my heart in front of you - the visitor of this blog, even if there are't any than too I will satisfy myself writing all the crap I can write. Still I know that some of you will visit this blog even if you won't post any comment over here. Now what is fruitful to be written over here is again not known to me. Wait for the action to begin.